January 2011
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for the first time in my life i’ve found someone that truely makes me happy no matter what
its crazy, absolutely fucking crazy, and the more i think about it the more impossible it seems
but its happened
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i am intimidated by the fear of being average
night tumblr
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panic attack number 2 of the day.
and fuck my actual life this is horrible.
it literally happens within a minute. and it hurts so so so much. it just feels like ive failed as a person. i’m broken. and nothing has ever been able to fix this.
and TWO FUCKING PRICKS TRIGGERED IT
maybe even three
but jamie chapman if i ever see you again i swear the fuck down im gonna hurt you so bad for making me life this, i used to think...
Reblog if you want "have you ever..." questions in...
downdino:
yes please
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something my friend asked me to do?
Write a paragraph on each: (insert pictures if you want)
Yourself:
I’m average. I also have a major flaw, I don’t have any talents, or skills or anything to show for my life. Except that I can roll, blow hoops, play guitar ok, and draw well. Not very impressive. I don’t want to do anything with my life. I just want to marry someone with a steady income and be a housewife as I...
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was sitting on the computer
all cajj with life, everythings kinda okay, looking for holidays for me and taddy and just being okay
and then that horrible feeling in my chest started, everything felt tight. i began to get angry and threw a can of deodorant accross the room (lol), my eyes began to tear up and not even out of sadness just out of pure anger and disappointment. im disappointed in myself. this year had been going...
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first panic attack of 2011
and its fucking horrible.
why me? why does this always happen
i thought i was gonna be okay
fuck my life.
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as long as he’s happy, i’m happy.
i hate life
why can’t i just be happy and forget about shit?
all i wanna do is make him happy and everyone else around me happy too. I want to make myself happy. i want everything and everyone happy for once. i dont want anything else anymore. fuck my material possesions, fuck my dignity, fuck self control, fuck everything i just dont know whats going on anymore i swear down im going nuts and if i dont...
